-He love her so much-

如果把他对我的爱写成文字 或许恐怕我根本写不出

我从来没想过有那么一个人可以爱我那么久那么深

其实我很难搞 但是他从来都不害怕我的难搞

其实我脾气很不好 但是他还是会想尽办法哄我

可是他不是个会说甜言蜜语的人 但是他绝对是个用行动证明他对你的爱的人

所以我发脾气时他会不知所措 不懂该如何是好

他只能做的就是紧紧地跟随着我

他绝对是个很细心的人

我承认他的细心程度远远超过了我

鞋带松了 他会蹲下来帮你绑鞋带

当我捐血后他蹲下来帮我穿鞋那刹那我真的很感动

扭到脚 他会大庭广众之下帮你扭一扭你的脚

他会很勇敢地打去给我妈咪聊天 聊天后你还会看到他一直在那边偷笑

他是多么的高兴可以有机会打给妈咪

我的一句很想和冰沙 就算他脚痛也会紧紧地拉着你走很快

深怕迟了一步店就会关门了

他很自责因为买不到我想喝的水

明明是我的错 但是他连怪我也不舍得

我相信是真的 因为我的心感觉得到他的心跳节奏

他是个很容易脸红的男生 他是个握着你手掌心会冒汗的男孩

他是个你怎样赶也赶不走的大男人

难怪在茫茫人海中 我会选择了他

很多人说 荟茹你会遇到更好更优秀的

没错 我确实会遇到更好更优秀的 但是又怎样

我知道 在我心里 他永远是最好的

最好的是不能被比较的

没想到 五年级的那次邂逅 会引起我们人生如此大的波动

你给予了我 无数次的美好

I am sure that he love me more than I do 

Thanks a lot :D

Good night my dear , good night world :D

Blood donation, wohooo

I know I am the reason that make you smile :)

I am the only one who can change your bad mood to good mood.

Love is never let you alone, no matter happy or sad, cry and smile. Everything become so special when 

the time we are together.

24.4.2013 对我来说是个很有意义的日子。人生中的第一次捐血，感觉很满足也很开心。十一点休息时就乱着他陪我去捐血。哈哈他心里有千百万个不愿意我去捐血但是还是陪着我去了。因为怕我晕倒所以乖乖跑去吃午餐再去捐血。其实很怕痛，其实很怕捐血后会头晕，其实很怕粗粗的针筒，但是我还是想捐血，我从很小很小就这样想了。等待的过程中，一直很害怕，感谢他和依婷一直陪我讲话我才没那么怕，不过该死的他一直很不死心的告诉我那针筒有多大，刺下去又会有多痛。我很怕，但是我不是临阵退缩的人，再怕也不会逃走的。因为要救人本来就不容易啊。而且，躺在病床上等待的病人不是更痛吗？所以，我更坚定了我要捐血的决心。他从房间走出去的那刹那，我才明白我有多害怕，他给了我很大勇气，所以一直望着门希望可以看到他的身影。幸亏，他回来了，在我还没有捐血之前，所以我的勇气又回来了。他究竟给了我多大的勇气啊。哈哈等了好久终于到我了，可怜那护士姐姐了，帮我打针很辛苦吧，闪来又闪去的。他紧紧的握着我的手，放松了很多，所以针筒刺进去的时候也感觉不到痛了。捐了400ml的血，老实说是虚脱了。幸亏作实验的时候还表现得不错。我记得捐血时他说了这样的一句话，荟茹你很特别，很多人来捐血是为了要拍照而你是那个不要拍照作纪念而只想一心救人的那个，我感动了真的。

世界很大，我能做的很少，希望我的400ml的血可以帮助那些需要的人。就好像我很感谢那些捐血的人，因为有人捐血，他才能重新回到我的身边，把幸福带给我。我也想当个可以把幸福带给别人的人。所以我捐血了。

对不起了妈咪和他，他们都很担心我会贫血会头晕很严重。他们都知道我一旦下决心就很难改变，所以重来都不会阻止我想做的事。谢谢你完成了我这个伟大的愿望，三个月后，如果我还有像今天这样的勇气，我会再次去捐血的。

捐血快乐，抱着做好事的心态去完成一件事情，你会收获双倍的快乐。:D

I LOVE THE FEELING

A brand new week again. Thanks god for giving me the chance to breath and I am still blogging here.

Hectic life still goes on but still want to find the time to update my blog . LOL

Pressure and stress are still there but the difference is I am now got a person who is too kind hearted

and always share the stress with me. Thanks him, thanks me too. Because of dont want always get mad

of him, I am now learning how to manage my temper well. I think is well enough. LOL

I WANT TO RECORD SOMETHING SPECIAL HERE.

First, went to the other side of the city last weekend. Thanks him so much,he did it and make my wish

came true. We took the bus and we spent the day together. For me, it was really special.

The main purpose we go there is to find my Bio textbook. Finally, I got it from MPH. Although it was

also out of stock but the stock will come in next week. This is what the man told me. Really hope that

he is honest to me lol.

Then, go to eat dinner at the food stalls, so long long time no see so many types of foods. Feeling so

excited at that time. Two stupid are waiting bus at there. Finally,we saw the bus. SEEM LIKE A

HOPE IN THE DARK. We are home again at about 10pm something. Avery nice day, a special

dating for me. How about you, R?

The second special thing was I had cooked some foods for my dinner last night. Wohooo, so proud of it

(tiok pak). Three dishes and one soup, five people dinner. Unfortunately,I failed to steam the egg, it did

 not look good. I feel happy when saw him eat the egg so much although it did not look good too.

Today morning, I got a breakfast from him. Thank so much. Although it just a bread but I really feel the

warm inside. Waiting for tomorrow. :)

Hmmmm, thats all?

Oh yea, to boo po, I dunno whether you will view my blog or not,but I have to say sorry to you too. I

know you are angry. I din go to the concert, really sorry. Dont angry, kay? hmmm :3

Tomorrow, fighting again :))

-He hold her hand so tight-

Wohooooooo.....

Friday again !

He looks so cute when he break his mind to think the way that can bring me to another side of this city.

Taking shuttle , breakfast , class , experiment , whatsapp , statistics , lunch ...

Everything become so different 

Add oil :)

STRESS

第二个星期又这样过去了，时间从来都不会停下脚步，总是走得很快很快。我只能说这个星期是特别的。怎样说呢？就好像第一次跟他同个校园，然后朝夕相处的那种感觉。在班上得空时会whatsapp 下课后会去食堂，但是我们在学校很少会在一起，毕竟大家都需要自己的空间和朋友相处的空间。有那么一个他，可以忍住我的脾气，无论我怎样赶都不会走，就算我不睬他也心甘情愿静静待在我身边，我想我真的很幸运。老毛病又犯了。睡不够，压力太大，精神不好导致自己的心情也很不好，情绪很不稳定。曾经我无数次地问过自己，我真的是个适合读science stream吗？无疑的，我困惑了。从星期一开始就一直很压力着，一压力脾气就很不好，然后就对着他发起脾气。说真的，那天晚上我真的以为我是在一个人散步的，可是我不懂那个被我赶走无数次的他竟然紧紧跟在后面。我以为真的是我一个人坐在四楼看着平静的游泳池，希望找回心中当初的坚持。我错了，他，那个担心我的他就站在五楼看着我，他那时肯定很无助吧。看着心情不好的我却不懂该怎么做才能让我心情好起来。在我准备走进家门那刹那，他走过来了。说真的，我很抱歉。我知道我不应该这样但是我就是潜意识里喜欢跟他发脾气。那几天我心情超低落的。我知道这条路从来都不容易走。我恨自己为什么要这样虐待自己，去年才忙完大考，今年和明年又要忙大考，我很怕自己应付不来。我天生就不是个聪明的人。很多东西我都必须付出双倍的努力才可以得到。那天，我一直告诉自己不要害怕，我的原则是选择了就不要后悔，努力做到就好。所以当我看到同学一个个从班上离开时我并不奇怪，它，没有我们想象中的那么容易。所以，加油吧李荟茹！只要有心就一定办得到，成功的唯一道路就是坚持。有时候一个拥抱胜过千言万语。在他的怀里，我从来都不用担心，我的压力也会消失，很安心。安心到我可以听到自己心中的声音。李荟茹，请你继续走下去吧，会很累，会很压力，会很困难，但是没有什么能打败你的不是吗？所以咬紧牙关，继续向前冲吧。我可以的 :DD 这个星期，辛苦你了，谢谢你

Post of the days

If you cant make the promise come true , please dont make the promise 

It hurts more .

Finally, second day in inti college. How do i feel? Just a word to describe - NEW

Everything is new to me , the people , the lecturer , the surroundings , and even the food in the canteen

I am so nervous during first day but luckily I can deal with it. I still remembered the first class was bio , 

the lecturer is so young and beautiful. I make some friends at there. Feel so happy at that time.

Monday is a not bad day ahahaha

Its feel so warm when somebody wake up in the early in the morning just to wake you up but the 

problem is I din hear the call. I feel so sorry to you , my best friend . By the way, thank so much.

Today, rushing to the bus again. I did this every morning. I should wake up earlier tomorrow morning,

I mean , if I can. Feel like my english improve a lot because I am speaking english everyday. Thats 

good for me. Oh yea! 

Credits this to AFS, if i din go to Germany for one month , my english will never ever improve so fast .

If i din go to Germany , I will never ever dare to sleep alone in the dark.

If i din go to Germany , I will not that confident and start to communicate with people and make friends 

at here. Thanks AFS!

I am exhausted today , Mate homework was like mountain , I need to do bio revision . Finally, I learnt 

how to draw the glucose , alpha glucose , beta glucose structure. How grateful am I , starting interested 

in BIO -.-  

I have to convey loads of thank to you , Weng Sin. You help me a lots no matter as a friend or a

counsellor. I have to say that you really help me a lots and sometimes I feel so sorry for bringing so

much trouble to you. However, you are so nice to me. Thank you for your limited edition olympic 

keychain from London and the two colourful pens. So nice of you , thanks  :D

Tomorrow will be a tired day again. Is okay. KEEP MOVING ON HWEI RU !