Miss-ing

 

Hello , I am here again to update my blog about the life in Heilbronn.

Honestly, I just simply love this beatiful city.

 

 

Last saturday, I went to ice skating.

The conclusion from the experience is ice skating is not an easy game to learn or play.

This is because although I only felt down one time but my knees are all of bruises.

Actually I learnt from zero.

I just dont want to give up and lose to the reality so I am just keep on trying and trying.

Thank you Haziq and his host brother for holding my hand tightly then I wont fell down.

And, for sure, Priss thank you for lending a hand for me too.

 

Actually, from the ice skating experience, I realized that ice skating are seem like our life.

In the beginning of our life, we are nothing.

Everything has to start from zero. So, we try to learn everything.

For sure, sometimes, we will fell down and be frustrated.

However, dont forget, every time you felt down is the time for you to grow up.

The winner of the game is the one who never give up although he failed for many times.

This is because he or she know that everything he sacrificed will be paid.

Just reep what you sow

May be, sometimes you will fail too, but at least you tried it.

And you will never get regret of this.

All the need to become a person from zero to hero is determination and the atitude of dont afraid to try anything.

 

Then, treat people well because they might be help you in the future.

Friendship is the thing that cant learn from the school.

But if you not learn this then you actually learn nothing.

Just like Haziq them, they are the one who help me when I was almost fell down.

This is what I learnt from ice skating.

 

By the way, some of the German guys are so rude.

Yea, Germans are open minded, totally agree with it.

Until today, this is not the first time for me to see them kissing with their lover.

This is not accidentally.

They are kissing no matter where they are ,ice skating field, school and even by the roadside.

Oh my, they are soooo brave to be themselves

They just do what they wish to do at that moment.

No worries of their face problems, no worries of their parents, no worries of the people at the side, they did it without any hesitation.

This is really different from Asians.

Me like an Asians always worry too much, worry about my pride, worry about my parents and so many things to worry about.

Sometimes, we cant be ourselves because we have too many worries and cause

us feel afraid to do what we wish to do.

Life is too short and we dunno how long of our life is.

Why dont we just be ourselves?  Do what you want.

May be you will die tomorrow, but you never regret because you did what you wish to do.

Yea, I learnt this value during this trip.

Just be person you expected to be but not be a person that other person expected you to be.

 

Next, I am just repeat the routine of daily life.

Waking up, rush to the bus stop, walk a long way to AIM, having german class, workshop,rush to

bus stop to go home, walk again, and perhaps can skype with him if he has not sleep yet.

Actually, German class is interesting but the teacher is just...

Khai Peng is the one who always make joke in the class and luckily we will not be so boring

in the class.

 

I feel sad because I cant accompany him during the time when he need me the most.

He is trying to keep the secret and just crying alone at the night.

Dont worry, that is not the reason for me to leave you and I am not a person like that too

I will stand by your side and support you no matter sweet or bitter, just like you did to me too.

Promise me, dont cry because of this again.

The best way to protect your beloved is to make yourself become stronger.

Then you are strong enough to protect her and avoid her from those pains.

Remember , crying is okay but always crying will just make the thing become worst

This time crying is useless, do what the man should be do

Add oil :D

 

I was just miss him badly since the day I went to ice skating

I miss my friends, my family and him.

He will never let me get hurt if he was here.

Never mind, I want to be strong enough to tackle all the obstacles.

Hwei Ru, you can do it :D