Sometimes

It has been such a very long time, I din update my blog by using english. Compare to Chinese, I love english as well but I can express my truly emotion by using Chinese more. Well, fate send me to here and that is the reason why I am still here. Life is hard ? NO ! You should realize that life was never easy since the day you born. As the time we growing up, we play more role in our life, so the responsibility is getting bigger and bigger. People may think, I am luckier than others. Yea, I admit it. I am lucky sometimes but my lucky is not a fate. I fight for every thing I deserve to. I fall down , I cry , I stand up and fight again. I can do this but sometimes I just need time. April intake for A level was never an easy thing. It is an super freaking express class. Teacher was teaching like a bullet out from the gun, we don have time to rest to think and even to absorb new thing. We are forced to accept the new environment as fast as you can, although we are just a newbie in Inti. Sometimes, I dont have the choice to choose do or not do. The only thing I can do is never stop to step forward even it just a small step. As saying goes, slow will never be a problem, but if you stop your step, then that is a big problem.  I need more time to get my result better due to the basics problem. HEY AS, I WILL BEAT YOU DOWN ONE DAY. GIVE ME SOME TIMES!!. Thank god, I have a badge of nice yet good friends here. And, the luckiest thing is I got him. Until now, I still dont know the truth. For me, truth is very important. However, if I still keep this freaking thing in my mind, I can never continue my life here. I decide, I got my own life. Be who I am, love who love me. Keep my heart away from pollution. You will find that keep your heart as clean as a child is getting harder day by day in the way you growing up. Thats why, we think a lot, trouble a lot, and the time you cry more than the time you laugh. Hey, people. TOMORROW IS ANOTHER CHANCE FOR YOU. YOU CAN CHOOSE TO LIVE IT OR JUST LET IT PASS. Love yourself more, you deserve it :)

Good night babe. Starting your day with a smile!